I am...

...
tired.
hungry.
trying not to go up for seconds at dinner.
and lunch.
trying to make a mask.
trying to focus on the things i really should be doing.
trying to hold in my pee.
trying to grow as an artist.
trying not to love this place too much.
trying not to miss home too much.
trying.
failing.
succeeding.
ignoring working on internship applications that are maybe possibly definitely due wednesday.
daydreaming too often.
stuck.
moving.
everywhere.
happy.
wishing my nails were painted a different color.
not reading my philosophy for tomorrow.
a horse of a different color...aha...this is a joke, and i know i'm the only one who will laugh at this.
crazy.
wanting change.
wanting time to stop.
changing.
pondering how the internet keeps us at such a distance and yet has the uncanny ability to bring us together (youtubbeee).
entering my last year of college.
too far away.
and.
weird.
sorry.
needing.
to face the facts.
human.


i am...possibly the worst blogger ever.

ciao for now and perhaps a more interesting and sensible entry (posted in a timely manner) to come soon,

lo.